Saturday, March 7, 2015

On Birthdays

Mine is coming up soon, you know. In just a few months I'll be sixteen, which means old enough to date and drive. Yay? I really don't know how I'm supposed to feel about this. I mean, I've already been driving since I got my permit at fifteen, so I guess getting my license will be cool or whatever. But dating? That's kind of a whole different story. I have a 'crush' on a few guys, but they're all fictional or famous (a few aren't even human). I don't really think of any real-life guys like that yet, you know? And I want to, I really do, but it's just like I'm too shy to want to talk to anyone, and then when I do they all turn into my friends and I can't bring myself to 'like' like them.

I don't really know why I care so much about this, because it's not like I'm a hot commodity or anything anyway. I suppose I'll go to a few dances and things if some of my guy friends take pity on me, and I'll probably help make up some numbers at a few group dates, but something tells me no one's going to date me because they 'like' like me either. And in a lot of ways, that makes it easier. It'll let me just enjoy dating to get to know people, without any of the pressure that some of my girlfriends tell me about. So yep. Sixteen, fun right?

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